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Our hearts at times are covered by dark clouds, in time it will clear….
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this is you. you know who you are.
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The saddest moment of my life
All i wanted to do was to be there for you but now you really want me gone. This is the time when you need me the most but you push me away. I don’t want ” you deserve better” when I’ve found the best. Stop that crap. It really pissed me off. I’ll give you time for yourself. I’ll be fine while you’re gone. Yeah, ill be depressed and feel like crap but thats life. life will always bring you the best of things and the worst of things. Its never in the middle, thats when you over think things. Its only up to you when you need to pull yourself out of your damn ass and stand up to grab the best of life. Losing you is the hardest part and the saddest moment of my life </3
Love is … series by hjstory
Rants
My old self and now are totally different. I’ve grown so much more mature. I’ve man up a lot. I’m ready to fight anyone seriously. hahaha. But lets get down to business. Life has offered me a lot. A wonderful woman and a promising career. My views and ways in the beginning has changed me to what I am now. I still maybe childish but the decisions I make, I stand strong for it. Lets start with my career. The military has offered me a lot. Ive taken advantage of it. Im going to X-ray tech school. Im close to finally getting my BSN. Even though I’m away from home, I’ve brought my values and skills learned from home. Im a lot more independent and I know what I want now. Now that wonderful woman, Ive made a lot of bad choices when we were starting out. I honestly don’t regret them because without it wouldn’t have realized my wrongs and now I know what to do. She’s been there for me but as time passed and distance came our way, she had to think things over. I still believe in the love we had. I still love her the same way but Ive totally change my perspective in how to love her. We were full of romance but I over did it. It was my fault. Our time apart has made me realize that I truly love her and I want to show her the world, My world. I want to be her partner in crime, her bestfriend, her companion, the person to run to and most of all the love of her life. I want to open up to her more and talk to her. I want to share worlds with her. Romance will always be there but companionship is what i truly want now. Its something i have to work on. But for now, she’s gone. Only time will tell if I she can come back to me. Im still believing. Im still hoping, so God please bring her back. I promise to set things right from now on.
It’s been a while
I haven’t been on tumblr in a long time. Lots of things happened though. Im finally officially a sailor of the United States Navy. I feel really accomplished. haha. Im still going to school so I haven’t really seen what the real navy does. Its given me a great opportunity to continue school and even advance my career. I’m so happy about it. Im independent now. No more living home and I actually live with roommates off base. I have responsibilities like paying the bill, cooking my own food, doing laundry and what not. Such a great opportunity for me to find myself. Im also learning how to budget. My relationship :( We broke up. I was really really sad. The way it happened really got to me. I felt helpless, i was so depressed. I wasn’t even given an opportunity to make things right. but with all that sadness from it, I still know that i love her till this day. Its not a wanting or needy feeling but a natural feeling. When I sing love songs she pops up in my head. I didn’t even need to think about it. My heart longs for her more and more everyday even when I know in my mind i should give it a rest and just leave. But id rather follow my heart than my head. For now, I will follow her request and just give her space. If it was meant to be then hell yeah! Id be the luckiest man in this world but if its not then God has better plans. I love you Ciara! come back soon please.
OFF TO NAVY BOOTCAMP!
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